Well, I'll be..

I suppose it's safe to say I've come a long way since my last post. The anger still shows it's face, in small spurts and waves, but most of my pain is manifesting clearly (no more hateful mask).

I'm learning to forgive, a prayer I've been speaking regularly since the anger took hold. Laughter is
returning, and it's more real now than I remember it feeling. Amazing valued relationships hold strong. The weaker unreliables have already fallen wayward.. no sweat.



My dude is still my shining star. Funniest dog in the world! So handsome it would hurt if it didn't feel so good.

I've decided love is more rewarding and worthwhile than anything. It's a gift, my sensitivity, and a blessing to be able to love with such intensity as I. It's more comfort to my psyche and mind to allow that love, not resist it. So here it is! Have it. It's yours. No expectation. Just trust in divinity.

2011 is expected to be amazing. For one, 23 has always been a favorite number of mine. Two, 11, by nature is parallel and powerful. Lucky me!


I have made some commitments in this new year. I'm making a sincere effort to make certain that my words and actions are always in alignment. I want to say what I mean, and for my actions to represent who I am and my correct intentions at all times. I've also decided to write more. I want to express myself without reservation. Even if it's just one sentence, I am going to be writing (by hand) daily. Feels good to say that and know that I mean it. Also, my relationships. I want to be clear with my loved ones that I value them, and the easiest way to do that is by being PRESENT!


Optimism feels better, anyway. I like this version of myself better.

Hope the holidays were kind to all, and that the new year brings many great memories. xo